Tuesday, 24. March 2009

happiness yet grief?

good news btw: i fell in love...but...is that really good? the last year has been the worst as some might remember...now i am not even capable of being happy....cuz if i put myself just into it and it s not gonna work out...well i just dont wanna be dissapointed and get hurt....why cant it be just that easy? why do i always fall for those that are difficult? why cant i just find the switch on/off button? Everytime i think about.....i get happy but still there is this huge cloak of grief covering everything....is there no way for me to cut thru it alone?

life is a beautiful struggle

It's getting weird....somehow....
1. no classes since February
2. Easter Holidays 4. - 20. april....2weeks lectures and then EXAMNS???? how the hell are they going to teach us in like 3 weeks the whole semestre stuff? i am kinda getting nervous.....not just because of the fact that we dont have lecture notes....

Anyways i m kinda getting accostumed to living here...but then i start thinking...well in 7 weeks you r back...5months just isnt the right span of life....nex time...1year or more?

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